i've been in this situation before.. i know i'm in Love..

it's been ages.. i think i Lost my touch.. in writing and in Love..

i was contented, i know i can stiLL wait for him, for my first Love who courted someone after waiting for more than 8yrs for me.. but i was wrong. this new guy hit me Like shit! he's not even my type, but he caught me off guard! he's not a grad from UP, not tisoy, not nationaList, not even an artist! but damn! i Like him so much! but it can't be.. we can't be together.. i know that.

what the?! i sound Like a teenager! freak!

Paalam, Ama

ABS-CBN was right to call him "Ama." anak ng?! keLan ba 'to matatapos?! keLan ba ako matatapos?! huh?! hangguLo! tsk...

The Orphan

This day has been so painful, full of uncertainties and fears. Vivid and blessed memories from the past suddenly crashed without forewarning. Consequently, these memories brought not joy but agony, not hope but despair.

anNa is now a mourning orphan. The person she dearly revere is now gone. anNa never had the chance to see that being in the flesh but she never ceased on adoring him and his wonderful deeds. Today, two of anNa’s dreams have flown away. She just lost her dream to look at his serene face and to feel his blessedness. anNa can never make him the main celebrant of her matrimony.

Pope John Paul II left at the age of 84. It was a heartbreaking death, a very sad event. He did so many great acts in his life. He was not just a pope, he was the Prince of Peace and he still is. He certainly did his mission in this world, and though his suffering from his illnesses has now ended because of his death, people can’t help but mourn. He was so strong and undeniably humble. He helped so many persons, regardless of religious affiliations, in many countries. Pope John Paul II will always be revered and remembered by millions of people on earth. Though his death is really painful, people still thank God for He has given the Pope to them, to us.

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I cannot help but imagine the Pope in his way to the Paradise, in his way to meet his Master, our Master. For sure he has just received a grand welcome which is suitable for him.

Karol: My Master, it is You! And I am finally here with You!

Lord: My faithful son, yes, you are now here. You fought a good fight; you completed your mission very well. I know you will never fail Me. Come and forever live with Me.

*** Of course the Meeting was grander than that. Pope deserves a flamboyant welcome for he made the Creator so proud.

Pope John Paul II, thank you. I never had the chance to see your angelic face and your serene eyes but I might see you somewhere. I should see you and our Master! Goodbye for now, dear. I don’t see any need to wish for your eternal peace. I will see you then.

Still Crying Over Spilled Milk

i tried to suppress my emotions about Manny Pacquiao's lost. Manny has aLways been a speciaL icon for me. his stregth, his heart, and his being reLigious make me crave for this National Treasure. waLa Lng, i think it's reaLLy, reaLLy difficuLt for me to digest the resuLt of that fight. but i know, and i saw, that Manny fought his heart out! and for that... cheers for you! you're stiLL my hero! my boxing hero, that is! =p

Brgy. Ginebra in the Promised Land

the drama’s over! GINKINGS made it once again! they’re the undisputed Kings of the PBA! their hearts are unquestionably bigger than Life. they were abLe to deliver even in the midst of aLL these controversies and pressures. each one of them have proved that they are aLL worthy of their tag… KINGS! they haven’t only pLayed with their big hearts but aLso with their strong and undying faith. they had their own share of Lapses but they were abLe to recompose and adjust. i salute the whoLe team,. ibLe to recompose. aLso with their strong and undying from its pLayers, coaching staff, management down to the waterboys and security personnel, and of course the most euphoric ones… the BARANGGAY! now, it’s reaLLy in the bag!

Phone Pals showed their toughness and skiLLs. they have fought a good fight. honestLy, i appreciate them even more because of this series. they can reaLLy pLay… and win, and that’s a fact! fighting against this team in the finaLs was an absoLute pLeasure. they’ve certainLy made this series more exciting and more dramatic. hats off! =p

iLLogicaL detractors of GINEBRA, you guys can eat your hearts out! no matter what you say, no matter what you do, it won’t change the fact that GINEBRA is the #1 team in the PBA today. our GINEBRA is for reaL… and we are here to stay! to rationaL fans of other teams, thank you for your never ending support to the teams in the PBA and to the league itseLf. this League has been with us for the Longest and happiest years; keep on supporting and on beLieving.

kaBARANGGAYs, this championship is certainLy sweeter because of us! our truthfuLness and support have been a big factor. we aLL know that we deserve this and it’s not going to be our Last! it’s just the beginning! keep on supporting! cheers!

GINEBRA pLayers and Coach Siot, you’re simpLy phenomenaL. waah! dammit! i’m such a speechLess winner! =p Mark, once again you have proven that you’re indeed a seLfLess hero. you’re faith (and predictions) is very remarkable and sincere. thank you! =p your game is reaLLy thriving. whew! again, i was bLown away!

bLessings to aLL! see you soon! =p

(by the way, it never faiLs… GINEBRA aLways win when I watch their game from the very start to the end! haha! =p GINEBRA is reaLLy a fabuLous team! waLang kapantay! =p )


“I may not agree with what you say but I will fight to the death for your right to say it.”
-Voltaire (& anNa)


-anNa
annababe1247@yahoo.com
ngusonianna.blogspot.com

“It was not vengeance, it was punishment!”

a doubLe overtime game in the finaLs?! a very intense one indeed! i and my friend, sheng, were shouting on top of our Lungs and ended with sore throats but what the heck? we won! we saw that eLectrifying game… Live, in the fLesh! =p we were even holding a banner that says, “It’s not vengeance, it’s punishment!” but to no avaiL, it didn’t survive, it ripped apart. araneta coLiseum was fuLL of basketbaLL aficionados… err, GINEBRA aficionados (and Talk ‘n Text fans as weLL)! GINEBRA’s indomitabLe spirit and never-say-die attitude, not to mention their exempLary skiLLs, were very visibLe in that game! Talk ‘n Text aLso had a good game and again, my respect to their pLayers especiaLLy to Victor PabLo. but GINEBRA was the one who responded to the caLL… my utmost reverence to the whoLe team! my fearLess forecast: GINEBRA pLayers and Coach Siot wiLL get their second straight championship tonight! go GINEBRA! another fans’ day and victory party at San Ignatius ruins (but not another vanished phone pLease!). J

go GINEBRA! savor again the sweet taste of a championship trophy! your never-say-die attitude and indomitabLe spirit wiLL never cease, wiLL never faLter, wiLL never wither. Coach Siot, you’re undeniabLy one of the best coaches in the League. show them how a humbLe man, with an audacious heart, fights and emerges to be victorious. Mark, just show them the real you! do not hesitate to do your weLL-known moves, and keep on bLowing us away! GINEBRA pLayers, continue to trust and support each other; work as a team and win as a team! i’LL see you aLL again in Intramuros!

oh weLL, my mama and papa stiLL don’t know that i was actuaLLy at the araneta coLiseum. what they know is that i was watching a theater pLay in UP! i Lied… big time! oh man, good thing karma was nowhere in sight! i wiLL never teLL this to them, i wiLL forever hold my peace, and promise to die with this sin!


“I may not agree with what you say but I will fight to the death for your right to say it.”
-Voltaire (& anNa)


-anNa

digesting

yes, i'm starting to accept it. but what the?!
but i stiLL beLieve that we wiLL make it!
i know.

-anNa

Tears of anNa

i shouLd have made this entry last night, when i was so down and aLone, when i was in so much pain. i just don’t get it. some peopLe cannot reaLLy understand me. they simply don’t know what i treasure most in this Life. no, they may know it but they just refuse to grasp the essence of it. waah! you know what? it’s good that i didn’t make an entry Last night or eLse i couLd have hurt some peopLe’s feeLings, incLuding mine. i’d rather not go into detaiLs but i feeL better now. but no, i don’t! the anger and pain may have just subsided. yes, that’s it.

a very heavy traffic -- i ran -- breathed heaviLy -- rode a jeep which didn’t bring me to my destination -- i ran -- breathed heaviLy -- rode another jeep which, again, didn’t bring me to my destination -- i ran –- ran –- ran -- and ran -- then, breathed heaviLy tiLL i made it to the station -- rode a bus -- the tv was open but Richard Gere and Jennifer Lopez were scrutinizing me -- opened my waLkman and searched for the right station but to no avaiL i wasn’t abLe to Locate it -- got a message from sheng -- extended my thanks, heard so many painful comments from the two commentators –- the bus puLLed over –- i ran –- ran – ran –- my house, i walked sLowLy, two voices in my ears –- tears -- tears –- tears –- end.

yesterday, Parokya ni Edgar was in Robinson’s PLace ManiLa. after the mini-concert, sheng and i got the chance to meet them. got some pics which can make anyone drooL heaviLy! haha! they’re pretty friendLy. =p and… they saw my pic! haha!

raja suLayman park not theater! ahh! there was an arts event. good number of peopLe came to see it.

Ginebra Lost a very cruciaL game Last night. Jayjay’s absence and Mark’s lost spark made it doubLy sour and bitter.